Tree
The reason I am called tree is because I'm tall and good
looking as tree. I have dated five girls during my college life. There is a
girl whom I loved a lot but never dared to go after her. She was just a very ordinary
girl. I really liked her. I'm afraid that after we are together, all the good
feelings will vanish. I feel she's my girl she will be mine ultimately and I
don't have to give up everything just for her. She watched me chased after
girls and I have made her heart cry many times.
When I kissed my girlfriend, she bumped into me. She was
embarrassed but smiled and said, "Go On!" before running off. The
next day, her eyes were swollen. I purposely didn't want to think about what
caused her to cry. When everybody had gone home, she was alone crying in the
classroom. She didn't know I watched the cry for an hour or so.
My fourth girlfriend didn't like her. They had fought once; I
know that she's not the type to start a fight. But I still sided my girlfriend,
I shouted at her and she was shocked. The next day, she still behaved with like
nothing has ever happened. I knew that she's very hurt but she didn't know that
my heartache is as bad as hers. When I broke up with my fifth girlfriend, I
asked her out. She told me about this guy after her. A nice guy, full of
energy, lively and interesting, his pursuit for her had been the talk of the
college.
I couldn't show her my heartache and just smiled. When I
reached home, the heartache was so strong that I couldn't stand it. It's like a
heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breathe. I got a message on my
phone which reads; leaf's departure is because of wind pursuit or because tree
didn't ask her to stay. I broke down and cried.
Leaf
During college life, I liked collecting leaves because I feel
that for a leaf to leave from the tree. She has been relying on for so long, it
takes a lot of courage. For three years, I was very close you this guy as a
friend, but when he had his first girlfriend, I got jealous. They were only
together for two months. When they broke up, I hid my happiness. But after a
month, he got together with another girl.
Whenever he had a new girlfriend. My
heart would hurt. I began to suspect that this is one sided love. Liking a
person is heart unleashing. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings
towards me, I can never figure out. Despite that, I still wanted to be by his
side, hoping that one fine day; he will come and love me. I know that no matter
how busy he is, he will make time for me. I waited for him. The three years
were the hardest to go through. Sometimes, I wondered: should I continue
waiting? The pain and the dilemma accompanied me for three years.
Suddenly, this junior started pursuing me. He's like warm and
gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized
that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this
wind will bring this badly battered leaf far away to a better land. Finally, I
left the tree but the tree only smiled and didn't ask me to stay.
Wind
I liked a girl called leaf who was so dependent on a tree. So
I had to be a guest wind. When I first met her, it was one month after I joined
the college. I saw a petit person looking at my seniors playing soccer. She is
always sitting there looking at him. When he talked with girls there's jealousy
in her eyes. When he looks at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her
became my habit just like she liked to look at him.
One day, she didn't appear. I felt something was missing. I
can't explain the feeling except it’s a kind of uneasiness. I went to her
classroom and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left.
The next day, I saw her at her unusual place, looking at him. I walked over and
smiled at her. Took out a note and gave to her, she was surprised.
She looked at me, smiled and took the note. The next day, she
passed me a note, "Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her
away" and left.
I replied, "It's not that leaf's heart is too heavy,
it's because leaf never wants to leave tree." Slowly, she started talking
to me. But I had this perseverance that one day; I will make her like me.
I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't
remember how many times I have declared my love to her. One day, I asked her
over the phone, "How come you didn't reply?" She said, "I'm
nodding my head." I couldn't believe my ears. I hung up the phone and
rushed to her place and rang her door bell. The moment she opened the door, I
hugged her tightly.
"Leaf's
departure is because of wind pursuit or because tree didn't ask her to
stay."
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